Nathan's won the hot dog contest hands down.

I read master cleanse forums and blogs all day yesterday. Trying to mentally prepare myself for this endeavor. I don't think that is really possible though...mostly it just scared the shit out of me.

I don't really have much support with this thing. My boyfriend thinks I'm crazy. I think he's just worried that he's not going to have anyone to eat and drink with. It's going to be hard watching him and my son eat every night. It's going to be hard to watch him pound margaritas and beer, but I'll be cool. I keep telling myself that it's only a little more than a week out of my life.

Still...I'm very afraid.

The Last Weekend

I just finished off leftover steak and mushroom risotto. I'll probably have a cheese burger in a couple of hours, start drinking around 4. Tommorrow we're having a hot dog challenge between Nathan's and Hebrew National. Sunday is burger and beer day. I'm sure we'll hit a mexican resturant sometime in there.

It's going to be great...I love food and booze. Love it.

But then it's all over, nothing but lemons, maple syrup, and cayenne pepper for 10 days...that be about it. I'll substitute agave nectar for the maple syrup and use limes sometimes, but nothing else. No food. No resturants. No beer. No wine. No 'ritas. No vodka. No pot. Nada.

Christ it is going to kick my ass.

I'm not doing it to loose weight, although I certainly won't complain if I do. I'm doing it because I have to clean out my system...and because I need to clean out my system.